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Ahhh....FINALLY I will update my blog. My daughter keeps bugging the hell out of me to leave an entry. I guess it is time. SOOOO much has happened since I have last updated. Of course doesn't it for everyone. My biggest news if I hadn't already posted it, was that I lost my dad four months and one day ago. I am still living that nightmare. I have always been a daddy's girl and the loss to me is unspeakable, insurmontable, and unprobable that I will ever feel whole again. All I do is worry about my mom. The pain is so fierce and strong. I often scare myself that if I truly break down and cry the tears I want to let flow, that I wouldn't be able to stop myself from losing it. The tears and the pain would just take me over. Ok, gotta clear the thoughts.....
All of my chihuahua puppies have found awesome homes. I couldn't be happier. Although, it is bitter sweet cause I miss them so. Now I am stuck with the crazy mom and dad chihuahua's running around the house and chasing the cats again. Normal in this house.
A dear friend of mine lost his seventeen year old son two months ago. His boy was swimming in the river with friends and went under and drowned. How horrific and tragic. So sad to see such a young life taken. The strange thing about it was that at his son's funeral, they had displayed some of his artwork and poetry that he created. Most of the boy's poetry dealt with the water. I found that extremely interesting.
Summer has made me the taxi lady to my kids. I think I am going to install time cards and a machine so I know when people are home and when they are not...lol Gotta keep track of em somehow!!! lol
I traded in my old saxophone and bought myself a kewl fender acoustic guitar. I am taking lessons and my fingers feel like shit. I cannot feel the tips of my fingers on my left hand!!! I am gettting bloody fingers!!! lol
Last but not least, I am blowing all my cash flow on getting the kids geared up for school. I never knew calculators could cost so much freaking money!!! What the hell!!! They are not doing brain surgery here!!! Now, if a calculator could do that then maybe I would think about spending that kinda money! lol
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